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Catharsis In a Bottle

by TreDoes

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1.
Potential is a fucked up thing Potential is the reason that I’m staying the same Potentially detrimental if imma rap this shit honest But potential is the reason I even became an artist So honestly…where you see me in five years? Am I among my peers or a product of fear? You see… 19 was grimy, I met my comfort where I be The realization was timely but honestly didn’t like it Not psychic, just an idealist who touches base with his feelings The deal was, get it straight then the freedom will come your way But today, it’s not enough and tomorrow is more the same Niggas who play the game never come out sane I’m saying it’s not a difference tween prospects and their indifference Cause MAYBE you’ll hit it big, or MAYBE you end up Biggie And really it’s not the records it’s really bout who you would be If circumstance a movie, it’s just a bunch of bonus scenes Showing you all the things these characters could be, it’s potential Potential is cruel Potential is honest Potential unconscious Potential is the reason that you woke up yesterday Potential is the chances that you always ‘sposed to take Potential is cruel Potential is honest Potential unconscious Potential is the reason that you woke up yesterday Potential is the promise that you not supposed to make I didn’t start rapping for jokes I didn’t start rapping for my folks I didn’t start rapping for the culture It’s just what I could manage to do the shit that I’m sposed to Sporadic my approach to these lyrics, every victory pyrrhic Every day’s another theory on timeframes, the precipice of my brain I visited today, it told me "go a lil harder," I just started The clock been ticking, layered across the lyrics You second guessing the stress and find it as disrespect When I’m rapping to clear my head, laying these thoughts to bed Just a shred of neglect will make a nigga start reflect It’s not secure, but promise you that it’s pure desperation, elation, contempt, and joy The boy is ambitious but lacking a sense of civics A single thing I’m given will spiral unless I pivot So promise me that you with it
2.
My trauma’s not a bug, it’s just a feature Your trauma’s not a bug it’s just the- My trauma’s not a bug, it’s just a feature Your trauma’s not a bug it’s just the- My trauma’s not a bug, it’s just a feature Your trauma’s not a bug it’s just the- My trauma’s not a bug, it’s just a feature My trauma’s not a bug it’s just a… If I told you this the realest shit I wrote would you believe me? This writing thing come so easy, I’m told that I was born for these records Instead I’m constantly fed up on how creation fell short Or how I’m losing the course of all my writings The thing is my anger’s tightened Aligning the times I crashed out, nigga we talking cash now And ion like disputes about money, dummy I’m from a place you ain’t been, our single only thing to a trend was a murder Remembered right on the curb of where I grew up With women that kept me tough and ambitions that stoked the fire Conspired, in this dirty cop man mission where crackers think I’m Christian Then shame the beliefs I'm given It’s not different, just pain driven You hear it in the lyrics cause rappers earn the attention It’s a given as I stumble through the motions Of black men making commotion I represent in this moment A Yeezy writing his thesis or K Dot shooting his shot at the system A simultaneous victim and still some kind of oppressor But all my words feel suppressed n all our deaths feel impressive Incessantly in the press, this kind of shit is depressing And at the same time so stressful, but go figure I’m the nigga that’s always holding the gun and then end up facing one
3.
Thank Me 02:17
Something sensible that clarifies my senses While sinking into this web of destruction, the whole design got a function I’m given peace on arrival, merica fresh for the taking I let it run with the makings and it comes back in a blur You know that word is a bondage, they reminisce over you Castrated dues and a promise that you gon get it for momma Few niggas rap for a day job, all of ‘em close to a gutter Surpassing numbers like “what if you really got it?” Stop faking, it’s just a hobby… My nigga it’s just a hobby, but what if I really got it Come find me between the solace of loving when not needed Been shown it’s a tough feeling to grow for your folks Ain’t gotta stunt for the fam, plenty of nights I felt damned But still gotta rope I can grab, new sentiments in my pen It’s been a few wars in this man, I shed the belief that I’m him More of a product of what I’m given, necessitating these feelings Been dealing with deadly cycles, promise I’m not a psycho Just ambitious, at least that’s my opinion I’m the one who live it, I’m the one who make it Stake it on my platform for all these raps boys You still gotta go, and trust I still gotta grow Still gotta grow for my folks Still gotta grow for my fam Still gotta grow for my mom Still gotta grow for my dad Still gotta grow for my bro Still gotta grow for my sisters Still gotta grow with the hope That people growing with us Still gotta go for my folks Still gotta go for my fam Still gotta go for my mom Still gotta go for my dad Still gotta go for my bro Still gotta go for my sisters Still gotta act like I know where I’m going nigga

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A lot can happen in 1 year, that's how long I've been rapping.
A lot can happen in 3 weeks, that's how long it took to make this.
A lot can happen in 22 days, that's when I turn twenty.
A lot can happen in 7 minutes, that's how long this EP is.

The stress of this part of my life has culminated in the importance I've placed on turning 20. You ask most people my life is just getting started but me feeling like I haven't done enough has never come with an age limit. Just me grappling with the elusive concept of entering my "prime," the expectations behind what I've done up until now, the implications of me failing. It's a lot on the mental so I felt like it was only appropriate that I expel some of these tensions in the only way I know how. Rapping is my escapism and even then I feel like I sometimes play it safe. On this occasion I decided to write concisely, every verse felt intimate, I didn't feel like I was sharing my thoughts with anyone but myself, just how it was before anyone knew I did this. The result is "Catharsis In a Bottle", my wrought experiences that feel brief in retrospect but weighed heavy on my conscience. Dispelling this rawness in favor of a new start where my freedom is limited to how honest I decide to be. This is by no means the end, but it is a start.

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released December 1, 2023

All writing by TreDoes

"potentially detrimental intro" produced and mixed by Slumber Logic

"damn cold summer" & "Thank Me" produced, mixed, and mastered by shemar

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